SouAisu

I'm really upset right now gahhh. Well, at least I got over the last post. BUt now! Last summer was really the best summer for me, really. I miss it so much I would like to cry my eyes out right now uwu We (me and my sister) went to Ylivieska for three weeks, as our parents went to USA with their motorcycle club-thing. I jsut loved being there. At first, I thought that I would die. I would die because of many many reasons; not much things to do, loneliness, no internet. Actually I was wrong. I wasn't lonely at all. I had a lot of things to do. In the internet. I didn't lose it. I used it ALL THE TIME. I was there at evening, at noon, when I

First of all, if you're not okay with a bit of angst or negative(?) thoughts, you should not read this. Or I don't know, I just don't want to make anyone upset. Though actually I do that all of the time. Or more like I'm always making myself upset. It's not like I have a depression, I've never had depression. It's just that at the moment, and after summer, mostly, I've felt really really upset and depressed. I have absolutely no idea why, nor have I did anything differently. It just feels that I don't have any REAL friends. Though I really do know that my friends love me and care for me. I know I have a loving girlfriend and a loving family.

Long time no journals! I've been posting SOOOOO MUCH MMD-pics, hope you like them ^^ And I also hope that I'll get a few more watchers for them. I now know how to use MME, and I can edit pics more than before, thanks to Chido-sama ;u; She's such a good MMD'er. And I think I have improved A LOT from my first MMD-pics, to my latest. I CAN EVEN USE MY OWN CREATIONS AS MY DESKTOP IMAGES ;U;  You just can guess how happy and proud I am. Well, I'll keep on the good(?) work, and go to sleep now. It's 6:40 am here and I haven't slept at all ;n; I need some sleep ugh